I have never really been an obsessive person, except, when it comes to me.. taking photos of myself, i guess is one of my big obsessive faults, that one day i would hope to grow out of, however.. as long as mirrors are here, i will be as well...

So basically, this is MY site and i will do what i want to it, whether you love it or hate it,. the things i write on this site and the pictures i post are all on my choosing, so if u have any offense to any of it, SHOVE IT UP YOUR CRACK FAGGOT MAGGOT because i love it and it will stay, kiss my buns., thanks. - Crystal

I myself, the comedian

in the shadows of darkness,
i sit here alone
this is where i belong
since i've been disowned
in my world theres nothing,
i cannot love, i cannot hate,
i feel nothing for no one,
myself i commiserate.
if i smile, i'd be lying
if i laughed, you 'd be crying,
dont try to help me, its hopeless
in the end, i'll still be dying
i watch the world pass me by
in black and white, slow motion
it calms me to see this
like the waves of an ocean
i lay on the ground and cry
but no one seems to care
dont try to help me its hopeless
you would rather stand and stare
to see me in pain,
you think its a joke
im glad i make you laugh
the comedian spoke
as i take center stage
im going to end it now
it doesnt matter no one cared,
ill cut and take a bow.